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> 5peaking oƒ 5ourↄe code (th book oƒ witch ƒueled th overarChing projeↄt) Michael Salu's Red Earth just L&ed!

+ X eXcerpt (th proLog in ƒact) = publiↄhed in The Paris Review

10/17> + 5peaking oƒ REAĐ EAR^TH / evry 10/17 U\i think oƒ th 1989 Loma Prieta earthQuake witch like 9/11 seams a signiƒicant marker in R persunull timeLine / litteruley R whirld = 5haken (but naught 5tirred) re-emUrging a diƒƒrent persun > alƨo red 2 other Subito books: Moon Is Cotton & She Laugh All Night by Tracy DeBrincat (stories) + Man Years by Sandra Doller (poems)

10/20> U\i (5peaking now as a 5ound ƒury) halve bin previewing more than 1 traↄk per week ƒROM TiME5 EĐiT but 5ound ƒuries will be travelling next week 4 a ƒew weeks (a55uming the world dozen't implode b4 then) ƨo getting ahead oƒ R-5elves ƨo we can 5lack oƒƒ in th Black Seas . . . hear = traↄk # 10 > woe-B-gone Đayzzz tho we 4got 2 write down wut we = doing but iT all = R'N'R (i.e. Đ-Riverative hues uv dblues) + lyrix just abt nostalgic/wistful longing 4 bedder dayƵ