464> digging out afrozen rêve 2 presipitate accumulation cum vestigial folktail | |
24 Jan > volvimos de Mexico + winter hit us w/ a vengence as if 2 make up 4 a balmy dicember tho of corse never lives up 2 th media hype sints when does every weather event = a spectacle? this «stormzilla» Jonas did pack Σum stayng powr tho + came close 2 dumping 2+ ft akey in DC = waht she lookd like form our P.O.V.> > bin reading Favorite Folktales from around the World (edit'd by Jane Yolen) just cuz we like the idea uv «folk» tales + songs not written in purtickler by any1 but by a collective whole amazing how commun themes reoccur cross cultures of corse th arketypickle hero-myths but also tricksters + fools + shapeshifters (specielly ½-human/½-animal) relayte us moss 2 Afrikin + Nativ Amerikin 1s of European 1s relate us most 2 th Irish > we also bin reading Dreams by C.G. Jung not sure we like it as much as his Man + his Symbols but still dope stuff + stimulates us 2 member our own dreams so far this munth loggd ~10 dreams almost as mulch as ∀ll uv 2015 most uv our dreams lately seem 2 deal w/ absurd dysfuckshunalities like this guy (James Franco-ish) driving sum car w/ this ridiculous cholo-chain/ape-hanger steering wheel that swiveled all over almost hitting us in th face (we rode shotgun) in anudder we squat'd in a sorta communel bording house w/ no utilitys + th authoritys told us 2 leave but we dint feel reddy + dint seem fair so we convinced sum udder squatters 2 hide w/ us sints plenty uv unused space + they woont notice nohow xcept we worryd having even a backpack wd give our ∃xistence aweigh > th next nite we hung w/ [a semi-famous writer/friend] who thawt hisself a professional rock climer tho he suckd + he actid hot shit in sum climing gym teaching class in front of every1 he aks'd if we cd climb a 5.13 + we sed probly so he told us 2 prove it + we sed we dint need 2 prove nada + b'sides we dint clime indoors in gyms so then he aks'd «then why u here?» + we sed good pt + left + then we on this 5.13 clime up on sum mounden (felt like New Hampsure) «simulating» th moves as if practicing 4 sumthing else but th t'rrain = flat + th clime totelly cuntrived we had 2 cuntort our bwody in all these weird convoloot'd positshuns mar cum a traversing buldering problum then a clime then we noticed a window + th route wound up a manmade castle wall we checkd th gidebook + sure enuff we in th rite place in a grainy b+w photo in th book all these ppl + students + b'ginners + gear everywhere hiyh on top of a mtn but all these castley bldgs built int' th rock then we needid 2 go 2 th bathroom but we now in India + dint want 2 offend no 1 peeing in publick + come off as culturelly insensitiv (hardly a «natural» spot 2 pee) aft'r walking around a wile we finely found a desginated «restroom» u had 2 wait in line til they let u thru these convoluted gates kinda like th 1s 2 exit subways (in NYC) but controlled by sum operator we saw a gate open so duckd int' a holding area ends up we snuck in th ∃xit barely making it we dint mean 2 sneak in but dint understand how ∀ll this workd + seem'd unmessysorrily complickated then we got inside a big bathroom complex + mar ppl stood in lines but they needid 2 shit + we just needid 2 pee it all seemd absurd a lot a trubble just 2 piss finely we found sum weird urinals all makeshift each diffrent + these street kids wd have 2 r'move a dish every time + put in anudder full a blue lickwid that smelld of curry + they dumpd th used dishes int' a gutter where an untouchable w/ leprosy wd shovel it along w/ his bare hand-stubs th kids of corse aks'd 4 money (25 rupees) so we dug around in our pockits tryng 2 piece t'gether th rite combination of change frum these huge plastick coins w/ weird markings on them + wile we did this sumbody step'd in front of us + used th urinal prepared for us! so we paid 4 th next + stared @ th leper's weirdly degenerating limbs wile we waitd agin + thawt about th deeper meaning of «untouchables» + how fuckd th caste system but he seemd happy + we dint want 2 judge + we also pondured how stupid + unsanitary this whole «bathroom» but dint want 2 say nothing + judge their culture as th attendants all seemd absorbed in th ritual of it ∀ll as we spaced out zoning out @ th untouchable's limbs some1 went in front of us agin then some1 we knew calld over 2 us + sed they leaving town th next day + that we shd git together bragged about hw they got xcepted to sum prestigious university we forget th name of + they showd us th xceptance letter hand-scribbled on ruled paper like a childrens drawing + we just noddid as we dint want 2 question ± judge + ruin th moment 4 him + we just wantd 2 take a piss! so we went back worryd weed halve 2 pay a'gin but they recognized us + sed we = next that they prepared th urinal w/ this weird curry-smelling stu 1 kid ran outta something + left + anudder took th dish he preparing + went int' a stall 2 presumably use it hisself! a civilian (Indian) also stood around waiting + we shrugd sholders + shook our noggin @ th absurdity of it all «we bin waiting here 15 minutes just 2 take a piss + now he gose + th urinal he prepares 4 us he uses 4 hisself?!» th udder guy agreed + sed «crazy» shaking his noggin th way Indians do sort of just numb 2 it we announced we just going 2 pee on th wall + he sed he dint blame us 1 bit + we rantid on plenty loud so th kid cd hear us that we paid 4 this + wait'd long enuff + th absurdity of it 4 just a simpull naturel thing? + then we went + peed on this weird janky fiberglass wall (wich of corse woke us up 2 pee IRL) + in yet anudder dream we = an economist studying th street supply chain wich we observed thru a hole + noticed it got 2 th point that marijuana = cheaper than say sex so that vendors used joints as promotional add-ons like «buy 1 blowjob + get 1 free joint» udderwise they worth nada on their own > ∀ll these nocturnal absurd dysfuckshunalities purhaps stemming form frustrations IRL like they deliverd th comps for Beastlife 2 th rong address (back in NYC) th 2° time they pulld this stunt on us + we tryd 2 cancel our phone but our service (ATT) so bad we coont git reception 2 call 2 cancel finelly did it using anudder phone (so dont bother calling our old 917 # now we got a Baldimore # hit us up if u want) + then we tryd 2 txt some1 on our new phone + we txted ourself haha dont know how these notsosmartphones work + also we tryd 2 print something + it sed «pipe broken» in actuality she so cold we got 2 leave our faucets dripping all nite but dint think it affectid printers or waht pipes a printer uses ± we tryd 2 order a snow shovel but they woont deliver cuz our sidewalk not clear but we needid th shovel 2 clear it these sort of headscratching self-refrencing contigencies th kind a duffel predominates our dreams + life but also our wriding as we cuntinew wriding A Raft Manifest (in Huck FInnegans wake) up to pg 37 |
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